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all im saying is- PUT YOUR PANTS BACK ON!!!!

Alone

It has come to my attention that I don't know how to be alone. I surround myself with people every day because I simply do not know how to function without there presence in my life. Even in the shower. when one is as alone as you can be. I keep the door open,and plan when I can be around others again.
I'm in love with the idea of Love. but I have no clue how to feel it.
my heart swells for my daughter and my parents. I go on so many dates (to fill my nights and stave off the alone times)
Ever am I keeping my distance.I present myself as an object. I Seduce them and i tell them what they want to hear. no, there not using me. instead i use them.
and when I'm done. I fall off the planet. I pretend to be too busy to go on a date. Too busy to answer the many texts they will leave for me.
my heart is fragile. and it has made me cold.
but still i fear being alone so i trek on- and date men i know i could never love.
tonight is a rare night. no date in sight.
just me, alone in my house...
its a scary feeling.

afraid of the empty.
but wont let anyone close enough to fill this hole.
perhaps tonight is just me practicing. for what it will be like when in 40.

no.

i know me.
and i will find a man i know I'm too good for.
someone who i can hang out with.
and i will settle.

i wonder if ill fall in love?

what a strange thing that would be.
is is sad that i cant imagine what that would be like?

i don't know what its like to love someone, and have them love you in return.

perhaps this should be my new goal....


aw fak.


okay i feel better now.

Spider man is so gay.

A gay couple are spotted making out on the cover of the new spider man issue!
Okay there not making out there just holding each others face lovingly. But I'm still going to take this as a huge step forward. especially because its under an American flag. I'm so happy I could combust.

good job Marvel, Good Job.

Its Harry Potters Birthday!!!

ZOMG!
and yes I will be eating cake in celebration :)
I am queen of the Geeks!
BOW DOWNNN~
...or I guess you could take it as, im queen of the losers.
but you dont want to be punched in the nose do ya? because i sooo will. >:)

anyways...


STOP JUDGEING ME!

...alooooneee

Oh god I miss you interwebs! no one visits me...but...in my lonly little hole of nothing...i-i...no yea the interwebs are laughing at me.

doctor who???

your like...wtf tory, why is this here?
I'll tell you.
because i snagged it off of 4chan (my love) and have evil plans of jacking this up all to hell. Replaceing the adorabulz Pond with me! because i love ME and i love doctor...so together we make AWESOME!!!!

WAAAAAAAANNNNNT

This crazy adorable creature is a zebra/donkey mix of cuteness.
or a zonkey...or a donbra...or a zebkey...o a debra oh my god...debra the zonkey!!!!
I shall love you forever and your name shall be Debra!
This cutest of all creatures was born at the Chestatee Wildlife Preserve in Lumpkin County, Ga.
I think we all know whats going to happen now.
I'm going on a road trip,and thee is going to be an unexplained zonkey-napping in the paper soon.

some of you are like what?!
okay when i say paper-its that stuff that people used to get there news from b4 the interwebs
I KNOW its hard to imagin a world without the possiby false news of the interwebs.

TTFN!