proana?

how many youtube vids are there? like 17 million it seems.
i was like..hey...skinny people!
really i was looking for one of those insperational clips where a house wife with five kids lost 200 pounds when she found out she had a heart problem or something.
you know you love watching that crap.
well at least i do.

it makes me feel better. cuz there all skinny with flappy skin bits.
(heres the part where you say ewwwwww)
*shrug*
im on the road to being skinny
i was like FAK YOU FAT! now is the time when we are hawtness.
and it was like..."mmm look at that hamburger"

bastard fat. alway taunting me.
also sonic
somic taunts me.

i drink there rt 44 sweet teas. and as i sit there waiting very patiently there is a HUGE add for there chedder pepper burger.

two patties of meat...lots of chesse. and sandwiched betwix it all is there chedder filled jalapinos.
o_0
seriously

i want one.

any ways. i have lost another ten pounds.
meaing im officaly 300 pounds its exciteing to think that i only have to losse one pound to be officialy under the 300 mark.
thats a big deal,
im going to celebrate with a juice pop.
^_^

btw my trainer want me to stop drinking sweet tea!
wtf.
i dont drink soda, or beer or anything else really but water and tea...and he wants to take away my tea

*sob*

im going to be takeing 2 zumba classes a week so i can drink my tea. its a fair trade.

sorta.

dude.

oh how i love haveing a sudo boyfriend. for about a week i had my lovins and smexins all at the same place. i think we all know how happy regular(ish) sechs makes me. and a happy tory is a skinny tory. lost eleven pounds this last week >_< well its all for not. because my boy toy is running off for 10 weeks. now i actually have to TRY to get skinny, working out ,eating right and what not... *mega sigh*
personal trainer guy,(-who daily mocks me whith his muscles ontop of muscles-)
says that i ought to take low impact dance class once a week inbetween my intence workouts. im against this on a few levels, mostly because i cant really dance outside of wiggleing my hips stripper style.

but because SOMBODY wont be sechsing me up i have to do it..

BlArGh!!!

anywho.

im back on the track to skinny. woot!

im drinking water right now haveing lusty thoughts about a cupcake. mmmm cupcake.
*fak*