xmen rock my socks

for 'effing serious yall. Jubilation "Jubilee" Lee has never looked so hot. is it sick that i tottaly with i was there for that picture? it would be my face book avatar for the end of eternity!
id be all
"im an x-man holmes!"


this is a far stretch for me because i actually HATE Jubilee. she is laaaaame , however i love boom boom. what dose that say about me? there practicly the same.

True Blood and True Blood Pictures


True Blood and True Blood Pictures yea no. im with the blond one.


True Blood and True Blood Pictures


True Blood and True Blood Pictures ohhhh and he deff looks good without his shirt on. :D


True Blood and True Blood Pictures TOLD YA!


True Blood and True Blood Pictures okay fine! just give me all the boys.

okay so the scale is a lier

it must be.
i looked at it and it says I'm 316...
with all of my kinda sorta dieting. i actually lost a few pounds.
and i know what your going to say, "maybe u just pooped?" and i will tell you NAY! that is not true. and because no one except for me will EVER read this i feel okay in this TMI moment. i only poo once every other week, oh you read that right. i never ever poo. i have gone as far as 3 and a half weeks with no movement. although after two and a half weeks i start to smell and feel pretty damn bad. and i start taking measures (yay prunes) other wise ill get toxic. yea i know its Gross. any who hooray for my fail at a diet! here's a picture of a dinosaur!

day one and I'm an epic fail.
food for the day.
chicken breast on wheat bread and an huge tea.
tuna fish sandwich
salad,a yam and some tomato soup.
and your like where did you go wrong there?
oh yea it was the strawberry shortcake i had after that.
*shy face*
twas good.

*twitch*

i look at myself and i say...damn girl your fat, your rolls have rolls. when you sit around the house you sit AROUND the house. Until this past year i had never had a back roll. now i know what it is like to have back sweat (*eww*) the sad fact is that i could loose the weight but..i dont really want to. can i pull off an eating addiction? "i love my chips. and they love me ! we have to be together!!!!"*twitch twitch*


thats a lie. i eat ridiculously healthy, however i eat waaaaay to much.


perhaps 3 times what a normal person would eat. veggies grilled skinless chicken. all low fat everythign. and i dont even drink soda *for serious, i gave that up in JrHigh* instead i drink iced tea by the gallons.(im sure thats bad fo ryou) oh right and i dont exercise *lazy Bish rem?*


i relized recently that when im in a relationship i lose upwards of 50-60 pounds . when im happy and getting sexed up i no longer feel the need to eat seconds and thirds. i hear that it is actually normal for it to be th other way around. once you get comforatble with a dude you tend to puff up. how great it must be for the dudes who bone me. not only do you get the glory of my fantastic companionship, but also day by day your getting a hotter girlfriend. any who im going to make a sad attempt at losing weight. just by makeing some portion control decisions and perhaps rideing my bike or playing Frisbee with the kiddo.I weighted myself a little while ago and i was 318 pounds. i would like to be 250 and my final goal is in the 210-220 pound range. i dont really wnat to go below 220 (even if that is healthy) as a tthat weight my hip bones start pokeing out and i bump into things with them. if this has never happend to you, i will tell ya it suuuuuuuucks (yes all those extra u,s were necissary)before i got in a car wreck i was 230 and then in a short 4 month period i sky rocketed up to my current weight. YAY for 100 pounds! i have all the fat health issues but funnily i got them pre Fatness. Diabetes (hypoglycemia) high blood preassure , bad knees, asthma and now that im one of those fat ppl. i get looked down on for stuff i got from poor genes.


okay i give up on this fucking thing. ill be doing my diet thing keeping all of NO ONE posted on my progress.